Book Nerd Sue

Ah dear reader, You see her again. This time you are one of the people who looks at her oddly. Why is she always annoyed? Why does she look like she is half dead? Why oh why? I'm upset that you became one of the crowd. Not caring about how our heroine feels. Everyone seems to stare at her. But why does no one ask her what is wrong? Why is everyone ignoring her? Why are YOU ignoring her, dear reader? Weren't you just preaching about mental health and now? I will never be able to see past this. Our heroine, after she goes through the trauma in front of all her peers; Is numb. She does not feel anymore. Was it something that could have been avoided by a simple question? Are you okay? Are you okay? Are you okay? Then why did no one ask it? She feels no more. Numb. Forgotten.

That wasn't her last breath, dear reader. Our heroine has started a new day. She closes her eyes, Breathes in, She tells herself, today will be a better day. But oh, do you see, dear reader? Do you see the weight of the world on her shoulders? Do you see the light of stress charging itself at her? Do you see the people ignoring her? Do you see? Then why do you not do anything, dear reader? Why have you also forsaken our heroine? Did she not deserve the happiness that others seem to have? Did she not deserve to live  her life pleasurably? Oh, why have you ignored her? You did not know her story. Our heroine opens her eyes and goes about her day. Neglecting the pain that keeps growing in her. She does not want to look at it any longer. Until. Until, her feelings implode when she drops her purse. Until, she sees her best friend with the people that they both were supposed to hate. Until. You see dear reader, you could have h

Scythe  by Neal Shusterman Pages: 435 Published Date: November 22nd, 2016 Genre: YA Sci-fi/ Dystopia Series: Arc of a Scythe SYNOPSIS A world with no hunger, no disease, no war, no misery. Humanity has conquered all those things, and has even conquered death. Now scythes are the only ones who can end life—and they are commanded to do so, in order to keep the size of the population under control. Citra and Rowan are chosen to apprentice to a scythe—a role that neither wants. These teens must master the “art” of taking life, knowing that the consequence of failure could mean losing their own. I don't know what my life was like before this book. I forget how I lived before this book was devoured by me. Scythe by Neal Shusterman is a Sci-fi dystopian novel - two things I am usually not a fan of. But this book was so intricately written and I cannot get enough of it.  I had 'read', rather listened to it on audio-book through Audible.com (not spons

She breathed in, Telling herself that it would be alright. Every single time people looked through her, She kept telling herself it would be alright. Was it really though? She sees all the people around her laughing. Happy! She told herself she was happy. Was she though? That guy she thought was really cute,  He was one of the people who was laughing and happy. That girl she thought was beyond beautiful, She was one of the people who was laughing and happy. Why is it, dear reader, that our heroine never really finds the true happiness that we think she deserves? Why is it always so painful for her? We look at her life and think is it really hard though? Probably not.  We ignore her pleas for help. She breathes in.  Is it her last breath? **** I did something. I don't know where it came from, do not question me!  I hope you enjoyed this, if you did, share it and follow me on social media. *inserts more self promo*

   The Kiss of Deception  by Mary E. Pearson Pages: 492 Published Date: July 8th, 2014 Genre: YA Fantasy / Romance Series: The Remnant Chronicles The Kiss of Deception is the story about Princess Arabella also known as Lia, who decides that she does not want to get married to the random Prince from Dalbreck. She decides to run away on her wedding day and gets away from her homeland. She lives a beautiful life as a maid for some time and things go disturbingly for her. Her nightmares become real when she is haunted by the people that she has abandoned, and the ones that want her dead. The Prince who she was supposed to marry has come in search of her, to probably teach her a lesson, and an assassin from another country has been sent to kill her. When all these things are put together into a novel, it is bound to kill the reader with its feels. I had not expected much from this novel so my heart was not set for the feelings associated with this book. There were man

So I stopped posting on this page for over an year, because I started a YouTube channel. While I love making videos and this whole other world that it created, I genuinely miss sitting down to write, and just explode with the words that I really want to say. Sometimes when making videos, I find myself forgetting many of the things that I want to say and vice versa. And although I am not the best at writing, I do enjoy it so much, that I find myself craving to write everyday. SO!!! I think I'm going to give this another go, and genuinely try to write interesting stuff on here. It might not be interesting to you, but things that make me feel good. It's mostly going to be related to bookish things, and not necessarily reviews like I previously did, but it definitely is something that I want to keep exploring. I hope you will join me for this whole journey, because I would certainly be grateful. See you all soon with another post. Ansu...